I have believed in this statement when I had that friend. I still do, even when that friend has gone very far away from me, because I still miss her so much, and I can never hate her, never.
She was someone whom I felt attached to even before we were friends. You know, there are people who feel so much like home. Merely being near them, in their company, is enough. Feeling anxious? Hug them. Feeling angry? Hug them. Feeling nothing? Just give them a call and talk for a good half an hour and everything will be alright.
That friend of mine was one of those people who are very quiet around people they don’t know very well. And around friends? They talk to you in such a depth that you start finding all other conversations really boring. She used to pour her heart to me, and that made me feel very special obviously. And i also used to share anything and everything to her without fear of apathy or betrayal.
But one day, all of a sudden, she told me that we won’t talk to each other anymore. I was a careless person back then; I did not think much of it then. After few months she shifted to another town and then I started missing her, slowly day by day. I also tried contacting her few times. She talked to me, but she felt devoid of any emotion- what had happened that she started feeling absolutely nothing for a friend all of a sudden?
I’m not sure even today what actually happened, but I have a few theories which fit perfectly there.
In the initial phase of our friendship, I made her feel very important. But I also had other friends, whom I started giving equal importance later. What I failed to realize is that I also had others, but she only had me. So, maybe that hurt her. That was when she decided to finish this. I was very frustrated at her; how can anyone simply stop caring about someone? But I totally get it today. It can happen when you don’t receive that love in return, when you feel ignored.
As much as I want that amazing friend back in my life, I can’t bring myself trying anymore, for I don’t want to hurt her. I fear rejection. I don’t know what to do. I’ve never wished for a miracle more than I wish now. I really want that friend back in my life. I wish she somehow reads this post and feels something, anything. She even may show anger and shout at me; but this apathy is the worst. Even if I never get to see her, I wish her the best, she is one hardworking person and deserves all the success and happiness.
Taking friends for granted can cost you more than you can ever imagine. Mine was calling me, I was a minute late, and she disappeared.
I too wish she reads this somehow….
Try to contact her… Talk to her… Clarify all she will understand…
You can surely Re-get your friendship….
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I wish it was that easy.
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“Try untill hard becomes easy!!”
I know saying is easy but you can atleast try and hope for the best…..
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Yes. Thank you so much.. now I’ll give it another try.
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Yeah do… I will be happy if you get her back… 😊
Hoping for the best…
*Fingers crossed*
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Wow!! I’m hoping to write a post of our reunion soon!
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I will be waiting eagerly!!
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I m sure u re – get your friendship…as u are so sweet ❣
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Thank you so much!! 😇
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Good work!👌
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Feelings pour out by themselves, you really don’t have to put in an effort!
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That’s the truth❤
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Beautifully penned the words regret or re get!! The division changed the whole meaning!!
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Yeah… Thank you!
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its just so amazing but heartbreaking at the end.. but its fact when we’ve so many people we reluctantly kinda ignore some people and that costs a lot at the end of the day !
But its again a lesson to learn , get high , make friends , just dont repeat !!
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Yes. Thanks. That’s exactly what I do now
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People don’t realize how much of an impact friendships can make on you. And so sad to realize that even true friendships won’t last forever
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Yeah! I mean if true friendship doesn’t work, what can one expect from others?
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